Ok so i havent wrote in this in a while. The main reason for that being that i am happy :)
But it would seem that that changed.
I was happy because i do love college, i love going, i love my course and i love my friends.
And i really like this girl.
She likes me back too, so she says. We had planned today out as Operation 'Hug and Be Close Day'.
But then she tells me that she doesnt want to be with me anymore because she wants to concentrate on her work?
What kind of person cant concentrate on their work just because they have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
John and Bianca seem to be able to, and in my opinion, having someone around that loves you is a good thing and helpful in a sense (not that i am saying i love her, i just really like her).
I just wish she would come to her sense's and just want to be with me, like i want to be with her?